Insides

by Isserley

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ainsofar
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ainsofar I missed the initial release of this one...But now I have it. its different than her others in all the right ways. i like that she tries new things basically album to album. its a must buy.
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Aaron Carter I have basked in an eternal madlight of the gods and seen the sickening twisted shapes of the mind's eye. The cascading UNENDING spiral of dystopian HORROR. But what is it? What am I now? A devil's ghost? A swinging corpse lashed by razor wire whips? Is this great witch I see before me a curse, or an acid technicolor dream? I see it. A warped insidium. A coarse confusion. Its tomb...inviting me to a final solution of sanctity. But enough of this review of birthday cake oreos, Isserley is great. Favorite track: Nosebleed Season.
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1.
God speaks to me through a blue screen, He knows where I've been, where I'll be. God says I have to fall apart, Strip myself of broken parts. And when he died, I rolled my eyes. Fixated on gore, his blood, it soaks into the floor. I've got a lot of death to live for, And It's not enough for me to want more. Go to a bridge, stand on the edge. I don't need to feel, I don't need to think. Perfectly lined razors on a filthy sink. So, do you wanna play? God speaks to me through a blue screen, But I don't know what he means.
2.
They all watch me walk, My flesh is immaculate. When they hear me talk, They comprehend none of it. I look down while they look up, I think that they suck. I know I'm not like them, But still I pretend. Everyone wants me, But no-one can touch me. Other people are hell; Kamikaze angel. I am a weapon, Divine destruction. I'll see you in hell; Kamikaze angel. I like to play with guns, I like to drop the bombs, Some girls wanna have fun, Some girls wanna end someone. I don't feel bad now, I won't be scared now. I have a mission: Extermination. This world is a wound, And the wound is infected. The bandage gets tighter, I set it on fire.
3.
I wash myself in a cold shower, Counting down the seconds, the minutes, the hours.. And death is growing in my heart, like flowers. I've tried to breathe new life, but I've no power. I stare at the ceiling, I scream at the wall. I'm not sure what I'm feeling, I'm not sure that I feel at all. I feel like my heart's beating slower, Like it cannot bear to live in my chest. My soul is leaking out of skin I keep pristine, That's the price I pay for trynna be the best. I'm losing myself, I'm rotting away, I lose faith in everything, More and more each passing day.
4.
Crushing 04:47
My hands are numb from thoughts of you, Read every post, see every stream. I feel so dumb because of you, I'd kill myself to dream of you. I've waited for so long, It's time to act now. Wrote down your new address, street name, post code, town.. Your bedroom light is on, creep like a cat; meow~ I still remember everything you said, everything you vowed. Cos' daddy, I know that you wanna taste me, I've watched you all year long, no time to waste here. If you want me to go, you'll have to make me, Cos' I get what I want, even if it breaks me. Don't say no to me, I won't accept anything other than your devotion to me. I will wait here until you want me too, But if you break my heart, then I will break you. I know that you want me, I want you too, badly. I know that you love me, I love you too, daddy! I L O V E Y O U, la la la, la la! I really wanna keep you, la la la, la la! Sit down, shut up, Listen to me, keep your mouth shut! You're mine, I'm yours, Reply: I'm yours! You're nothing without me, Someday you will see, You fucked up badly, You really need me! I am your angel, I am your baby, I am your kitten, Don't keep me waiting.
5.
Sweet Pool 03:22
I see what they don't see. I know you don't want me. You ruin everything you touch, I want you to touch me so bad, It's too much. I'll be what they can't be, You can't get rid of me. I kill everything I love, And I love you so much that I can't let you be, So be with me.
6.
Shibito 06:33
I'd bathe in your blood, I'd eat your flesh. You're so cold, And I'm so wet, With hooks in my skin, A party favor. Destroy me, Dissect me, Infectious behaviour. And you tell yourself you're the one, Who makes the water go cold. You make the water go cold, Like corpses in a creek. I hold myself back again. The parasites slither, There's blood in the river, The water runs red, The water runs red. They're splitting her skin, Growing parts, growing parts, She's crying now, the siren sings. I built walls to keep me safe, But I'm burning now just like the rest. Nobody's left, I hear the call, I can do what I best.. Destroy everything, Corrupt everything, There is nothing, There is nothing. I consumed a wish, I believe a god, I destroyed a world, And I know it is you, You make the water go cold.
7.
Martyrdom 03:08
I sort through thoughts every night, Sort through them alone. I am darkness and light, I'm nothing on my own. I bleed your blood, I scream your screams, I'm dirt, I'm mud, I dream your dreams. I'll condemn the guilty tonight, Purify them on my own. And I'll pretend that I'll save them tonight, But they don't need me, I know.. If there's someone worth saving, Then they must be hiding. They must be sinking, Just like me. So I'll find you, In the deep blue. Someday, Maybe you'll find me too..
8.
Mess 03:55
I can't get off, I can't eat. Can't really live, It's bittersweet. Don't wanna breathe, don't care at all, Bout' broken hearts or breaking walls. Now my wrist is soft, I'll wait for the end. I don't know if I should stay, I don't know if I want to anyway. I can hold my own.
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Nosebleed season, There's no way out, There's no way out. Nosebleed season, The walls are closing in again, The walls are closing in. Gravity's always keeping me down, I guess that's what It's for. It makes the noise inside my head, So much harder to ignore. All these hands are reaching out, Trying to touch me. The only thing that I don't doubt, Is people are just like gravity. Nosebleed season, Stay away from me, Please, stay away from me. Nosebleed season, I wanna be alone, I want to be alone, Leave me alone. I'd really like to die, I'd like to live. I know they're not the same, but I don't really care which.. I'd really like to die. Through tangled wires and dirty screens, The world spins round' without me. With skies so blue, and grass so green, The world's out there without me. Nosebleed season, My head is on fire, My heart's on ice. Nosebleed season, My life is a black hole.
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Kevlar 05:13
It's been a while now, I've been doing this sad stuff. It's been a while now, I can't seem to get enough. I haven't felt much in a hot minute, There's a hole in my heart and I'm stuck in it, I've got nothing to give, but I'm giving it my all anyway. I'm lost in a dream now, Nowhere to go now. This is all I have now, Nobody, no home. I have paid in gold, And the skin off of my back, And now I'm freezing cold, I'm ice but I do not crack. It's been a while now, I fall down and get back up. It's been a while now, Things are really getting rough. Wires holding me down, feels like this is it, There's a void in my heart, I'm swallowed in it. There's nothing I can do, but I'll figure it out anyway. And as I fall to the ground, The world keeps on burning down around me. They're covered in flames, And I'm trapped in an ice frame.

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released August 9, 2019

~Presented by Tigersquawk Records~

Written and Produced by Isserley and Ripley Sterling

Artwork by 響echo

Obi designed by Christian Browne

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